Mercer Lake Rd

why didn't I buy myself any ice cream

that was stupid

I got a 42 out of 45 on the quiz!!!! I think that's good right!!!

fuck I should have walked tot he taco cart like 20 min ago... I bet it's going to be closed if I go now... FUCK FUCK FUCK I am hungrrrrry.

I wrote to this guy on OK cupid that looks just like Jared Leto and asked him to have a casual encounter with me, and I'd supply the cheap beer


hahahahhahahhahahahahhahahhaha

God my period SUUUUUUCKS ASSSSSSS

THANK GOD Amanda put some of her netflix streaming movies on the Xbox for Z, I asked her to go change and get ready to go out and she said no she wants to just watch movies... good because I am cramping like MAJOR!!!

After Fern Gully we NEED to go to the store and return beverly hills chiuaua though. I will also take her to the park, and read some of Twilight(the 3rd one)

Tonight we are going into San Fransisco and meeting up with Helen, one of my old bestfriends from Camp Mather, also meeting up with Craig (from Mather) he used to be my guy bestfriend before we lost touch 8 years ago. Tonight me and Zara are spending the night at his parents house in Haight Ashbury as well. That way we won't have to take the Bart back extremely late. I am a little nervous but not to much.

My peiricngs look so crazy because they are huge to accomadte the swelling and I am a little embarassed to see Craig with them but OH WELL. It is just Craig after all...

He just got back from South America where he was traveling with his GF and she dumped him when they got back so maybe we will cuddle each other to sleep or something LOL... actually no because I don't want Zara to wake up and find us like that LOL!!!

OH GOD MY PERIOD IS KILLING ME. I DO NOT WANT TO MOVE.

I am going to Tell Zara to pretendshe is 4 so I cansave $10 on the bart! Her cousin is 4 (turning 5 next month) and she's taller so it should work!

I can't take it here anymore I am DYING of boredom!!!

I am so proud of myself I am crying

wow under my clothes was a take five bar!!! YAY

I just openly laughed at myself.

I am watching Paradise Hotel on Hulu...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

what is up with all these liberal arts colleges in Oregon... YEEESH

I just looked up the word Heathens

My mom was right, I am a Heathen

I am going to allow myself to watch the real housewives of new jersey on hulu and I must fall asleep!!!

I hope it oesn't make me evil to wish someone(s) dead. I won't say who... just in case they are, but it would sure make a lot of MY life better.


*Edit*
Nope not dead... oh well

now I need to know, do I push all the clean clothes off the bed onto the floor.... or do I just sleep on top of them and let it be survival of the fittest on who makes it to the floor.

OK I AM GETTING IN BED SRSLY After tomorrow the school week will be OVER and all I have to worry about is the damn project.

Ia m totally gong to bed reading Chuck Pahlunik's Lullaby and not my Green House Crops text book

I would like to know
how fast the wind blows
when I look up to the sky
to find those milky clouds float by

it must go so slow
rolling around not pushing
exposing the laughter of the sun

it was a bright day
the air was so incredibly calm

Whats going to happen tomorrow.

I HATE waking up Thursday morning!

Next term only two classes at 8am I don't care if that means I have to take a whole nother day for school this sucks I hate it. Ha.

I was going t go find it... but I think I know the answer

I was sitting in my friends house in Soldotna Alaska in the room with the computer which was kind of like a large mud room. I would be int here some nigts til 3am because it would never get dark out. I wrote how I was 19 and in Alaska.

I had so much more creative writing flowing through me then. I did a lot of short stories, and poems.

Ic ould tell me wanted to kiss me when he left today. I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted him to kiss me so bad. Instead he hugged from the side, so I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a proper hug... after that I could still tell he wanted to kiss me. Silly boy